“My heart would swell without warning, and tremble, and lurch with a stab of pain. I would try clamping my eyes shut and gritting my teeth, and waiting for it to pass. And it would pass – but slowly, taking its own time, and leaving a dull ache behind (…).
What if I’ve forgotten the most important thing? What if somewhere inside me there is a dark limbo where all the truly important memories are heaped and slowly turning into mud?…the thought fills me with an almost unbearable sorrow.”
It would have been your name day today.
Saying that I miss you would be an understatement.
Alta's World 