2024 was yet another year I spend mostly in my own company. Sometimes resenting myself for all the mental things that keep me from making any changes. It is as my therapist once said: I am on the dock, looking at the water, longing to be out there in the middle of the sea, but I am too afraid to untie the boat. 2024 was the year I stood inside my boat, unable to untie it and just let the currents take me out at sea.