I know you were afraid,
ashamed to recognize your love
So you chose to hide under the cloth of a distant friendship
Except she wasn’t your friend
And you didn’t own the ship.
Once she found a better companion
they threw you away in the cold waters of anxiety
So you had to force yourself to stay awake
On that island of loneliness
you discovered in your soul.
I know you were afraid,
ashamed to realize
you were deceived by every promise
of a happily ever after with her
And anger almost ruined your skin
for she chose him instead of you
Except you never asked her to choose
‘cause you’d have never imagined you’d lose someone
who made you believe
you’ll always be her shelter.
And you’d never imagine she would need you to die
For her to survive
With Him